][♥♥][AL][][♥][][BL][][♥♥][][

Archive for the ‘Love’ Category

Mirotic // ABDC // I might a bit late but…

Posted by: Jisun-ssi on: February 27, 2009

Okei…omfg……….who the EFFFFF!!! choreographed that shiet is..a….fracking genius…
Never been a BIG fan of DBSK just cuz everybody loves them to the core of earth. You know, cliche. For some reason, I just wanted to watch more dancing so why not DBSK for once haha.
I love them too, but not to the point I’d know their [...]

Semi Formal Dance–freaky for me—-

Posted by: Jisun-ssi on: November 9, 2008

Well…I woke up in the morning, l at 9:30AM-ish, all tired and shietz…I tried on the two dresses Cari lemme borrowed the other night. I didn’t know why but I looked so fat in them..I mean…FAT.
Then I looked at the sizes and it was L and XL, I was like HOLY HELL WTF WHAT SHIET [...]

Stuff…Myspace convo…MAINZER convo ;DD <3~

Posted by: Jisun-ssi on: October 27, 2008

KeiYuki———————————————–
You confuse me so FUCKING bad.
Fuck.
Seriously…
Jisun-ssi [AL]——————————————
Hey…what’s wrong?
KeiYuki———————————————–
You have no idea how confused I am.
……Well, maybe you do.
But eh.
Jisun-ssi [AL]——————————————
About what?
Your boi-toy? LOL -shot-…………
He’s hanging out with other girls o_0???
KeiYuki———————————————–
Well, someone actually told me that this morning…
But they didn’t believe it, and neither did I, actually…
It came from a VERY unreliable source.

But still.
Fuckk.
I also hate [...]

Wow…wow…wow…WOOW!! NUH UH NO WAII WTF?!!

Posted by: Jisun-ssi on: October 22, 2008

What the fuhk is going on mang?!
What in the holyhell is this?!
I was just casually..going to skoo as always, couldn’t wait yet anxious to go to the Kindergarten skoo with Dylan and supposingly teach the kids art.
But something major happened in GYM, one period before I gotta go.
At 9:15AM-ish, I ran to catch a football. [...]

What to say, it’s a Thursday…

Posted by: Jisun-ssi on: September 18, 2008

-Listening to The Sounds-
It’s just another boring day of skoo where I find myself visiting the same faces for the 3rd week already.
Carly was so sick she went home 2nd period. I was pretty much by myself in GYM, so I chat a little with Shane. He said he’d text me if he was going [...]

When I say ‘he’..who did I really mean?

Posted by: Jisun-ssi on: September 17, 2008

You might and can laugh at me all you want, but in truth, I do keep this one piece of paper under my pillow every day, every night as I sink into my sleep. And that paper is my last resort of desperation.
I hope, I wish, I want, I need…
All written on this yellow piece [...]

Tags:

My..fragile life…

Posted by: Jisun-ssi on: June 7, 2008

Sure…
I’m not some pretty girl.
Sure…
I don’t own a cute personality.
Sure…
I’m filled with flaws.
Sure…
I don’t worth anything.
Sure…
Isn’t there a time..when you are so sad….you just can’t cry..?
If only I can be somewhere with no one around, as I lie gazing upon the moving clouds, wishing to be ever so carefree; and cry a silent tear.
I want [...]

Devastation…

Posted by: Jisun-ssi on: June 6, 2008

Of course…
Of course I want to be out in the sun right now.
But can I..?
No. I can’t seem to like the sun today. It’s so hot and humid, so dry and bright; I can’t bare to see myself within the field of green grass, evaporating my constant tears.
I can’t like the sun, when I’m so [...]

-LAST DAY OF SKOO-

Posted by: Jisun-ssi on: June 5, 2008

I..I’m panicking……
PANICKING.
PANICKING.
LAST FUHKINH DAY.
-The WEEK of FAILURE-
..Buddy…
I’m so sorry the last few days I kept on failing.
I WANT TO TELL YOU THAT I LIKE YOU!!!..But from last Friday until this Friday…I failed this whole week.
I cannot fail tomorrow, or it will be good bye.
I will be gone soon.
Sooner than you could ever blink your eyes.
So [...]

What now..?

Posted by: Jisun-ssi on: April 29, 2008

What now? I amazed myself…for being such a fool even when I knew I was being such a fool.
For days straight, we would pass and he won’t look at me.
So resulting of me looking away, even if we were an inch away; I ignored him.
I’m glad I ignored him.
It’s over.
OVER.
Keep it that way.
Just don’t give [...]