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Nowadays..I’m just full of bullshiet lies–

Posted by: Jisun-ssi on: December 23, 2008

I lied too much.
To get out of skoo. No actually, I lied whenever I’m absent.
Like today.
I made up the biggest lie I’d ever did my whole damned life. I wrote a note and had mom signed it, the reason was to get out early to go to New York city and visit a relative. Yes, [...]

Semi Formal Dance–freaky for me—-

Posted by: Jisun-ssi on: November 9, 2008

Well…I woke up in the morning, l at 9:30AM-ish, all tired and shietz…I tried on the two dresses Cari lemme borrowed the other night. I didn’t know why but I looked so fat in them..I mean…FAT.
Then I looked at the sizes and it was L and XL, I was like HOLY HELL WTF WHAT SHIET [...]

Wow…wow…wow…WOOW!! NUH UH NO WAII WTF?!!

Posted by: Jisun-ssi on: October 22, 2008

What the fuhk is going on mang?!
What in the holyhell is this?!
I was just casually..going to skoo as always, couldn’t wait yet anxious to go to the Kindergarten skoo with Dylan and supposingly teach the kids art.
But something major happened in GYM, one period before I gotta go.
At 9:15AM-ish, I ran to catch a football. [...]

Personality Result…

Posted by: Jisun-ssi on: October 15, 2008

You scored a total of 41.
The Lively Center of Attention!
Others see you as fresh, lively, charming, amusing, practical, and always interesting; someone who’s constantly in the center of attention, but sufficiently well-balanced not to let it go to their head. They also see you as kind, considerate, and understanding; someone who’ll always cheer them up [...]

When I say ‘he’..who did I really mean?

Posted by: Jisun-ssi on: September 17, 2008

You might and can laugh at me all you want, but in truth, I do keep this one piece of paper under my pillow every day, every night as I sink into my sleep. And that paper is my last resort of desperation.
I hope, I wish, I want, I need…
All written on this yellow piece [...]

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-LAST DAY OF SKOO-

Posted by: Jisun-ssi on: June 5, 2008

I..I’m panicking……
PANICKING.
PANICKING.
LAST FUHKINH DAY.
-The WEEK of FAILURE-
..Buddy…
I’m so sorry the last few days I kept on failing.
I WANT TO TELL YOU THAT I LIKE YOU!!!..But from last Friday until this Friday…I failed this whole week.
I cannot fail tomorrow, or it will be good bye.
I will be gone soon.
Sooner than you could ever blink your eyes.
So [...]

Right…

Posted by: Jisun-ssi on: March 20, 2008

Today was a semi-bad day.
I wonder what had ruined it, because it made me feel so horrible.
I wanted to cry, but there wasn’t a reason; so I didn’t.
Was it because I’m a self-centered bastard, or was it because I want Buddy to do something, to make something happen, but he just doesn’t? Or was it [...]

Amazing day!

Posted by: Jisun-ssi on: March 17, 2008

Today was an amazing day with the amazing KbK and its two most amazing members being all amazingly amazed and fascinately fascinated over these amazingly amazing picture of amazing pretty bois.
Amazing.
Simply amazing.
I picked this color of yellow without realizing.
Realize that someone was wearing yellow as well.
AMAZING.
I haven’t had a day this fun and happi and [...]

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Wisdom teeth!!

Posted by: Jisun-ssi on: March 7, 2008

Why wisdom?
They should call it the DESTRUCTION OF HUMANITY JAW-FRACTURING-VEINS-BREAKING-BLOOD-WASTING OF AGONY AND CONSTERNATION TO THE AGGRAVATION OF ALL DESTROYERS AND INFECTIONOUS DISEASE.
………..I’m really scared.
I don’t know what to do…remove or not…remove or not…I can’t miss anymore skoo…remove or not…….REMOVE OR NOT?!?!! GODDAMN!!!
I HATE SURGERY!!
Scare of it for LIFE.
TT.,TT whhhhyyy!!?!!!?!!?! I DON’T WANT SURGERY!!
I don’t [...]

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Wow…ha…hahaa….ahahaha!

Posted by: Jisun-ssi on: February 13, 2008

No skoo for TWO days in a row.
..That’s like…..amazingly amazing…
YES!!! AHAHAHA!!
IMA FINALLY HAVE TIME TO CLEAN MY ROOM!!!
And sing for hours to practice and memorize the Chinese songs.
Then take photos for class.
And sing some more because I really..REALLY…want to get better…but I don’t know how to train my own voice though. All I can do [...]